Generix

2005-01-30T16:57:00.000+08:00

www.xanga.com/Generix

2005-01-30T05:15:00.000+08:00

Every saturday night should be a rounding night, followed by good food to finish off the day. Encore! Encore! Pics here.

2005-01-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

Can I get an encore, do you want more?

2005-01-07T21:16:00.000+08:00

Kung Fu Hustle...haha I enjoyed it alot. Although the storyline wasn't much, the kungfu fighting scenes really appealed to me. When's the vcd/dvd coming out? I want!

2005-01-03T17:01:00.000+08:00

Ocean's 12 superb ah... I suggest you all go watch it, but ONLY if you've watched Ocean's 11, if not you won't quite understand the story... And the way they steal the stuff, just amazing... Makes me wanna be a thief like them haha...
Next up, Kung Fu Hustle!

2005-01-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

It's over.

2005-01-01T16:36:00.000+08:00

I've just been gone for awhile & I'm beginning to worry about you
My mind is full of images of you
I lie awake thinking of you
The cute way you pout your lips
And your fragrance
You are my happiness
I smile to myself whenever I think of you

Without you by my side, I find it hard to carry on
Without you fussing over me, I feel alone & helpless
Flying through the clouds
I tried my best to run to you
Just when I was about to tell you how I feel
You were already in someone else's arms

I just couldn't bring myself to let her know
That "I'll watch over you & make you smile"
I regret not telling you how important you are to me
Silently listening to you
Watching over you as you sleep
I just couldn't bring myself to let her know
Just those few simple words
But I couldn't say it
My heart is hanging in the air
I could only watch from afar
I could do all these things
but sadly, I'll never have the chance to do it

2005-01-01T06:36:00.000+08:00

I didn't get drunk, there wasn't enough booze to drown my sorrows. SHIT.

2004-12-31T13:17:00.000+08:00

It's the last day of 2004. Another year has passed so quickly. Taking a look back, once again, I have achieved nothing great, except maybe getting my Class 3 license. I'm beginning to lose all feeling when it comes to these occasions like Christmas and New Year. There's no more hype building up and the feeling is just not there. Maybe as one gets older, the feeling slowly disappears, or maybe it's just me. *shrugs*
The one "big" thing that happened this year was the unexpected BGR of 2 of my friends, one's my buddy & the other, a mad woman. It was totally out of nowhere. Nobody saw it coming, except maybe themselves. But I'm very happy for them and I wish them all the best!
I also got to see more of my dearest Mei this year as compared to the past. Although we have known each other for about 5 years, the times we've met up can be counted using 2 hands lor, that's like how sad. So one of my new year's resolution is...to put in more effort to meet up with her and be the Kor that I'm supposed to be...sigh.
Listening to Taufik's I Dream now, makes me wonder what it feels like to be an Idol. Can you imagine, from a normal Singaporean to one of celebrity status, the feeling must be overwhelming. But with fame comes the busy schedules, recordings, not getting enough sleep etc. Maybe I should take part in SG Idol next year and try my luck, but I doubt I'll get past the auditions lol. But if I do join, I'll probably sing Taufik's Belaian Jiwa, imagine a chinese guy singing a malay song, wonder how the judges will react lol. Speaking of SG Idol, Channel 5 is gonna show Taufik's I Dream mtv at the stroke of new year, remember to catch it.
Still no plans for tonight, dunno what to do man. I wanna escape the human traffic, maybe chill out at someone's place. Talk cock, drink, relax.
Next year, I'll have to find a full-time job already, time to enter the working world. It scares me actually, since I've never worked before lol. Yeah yeah I know spoilt child right :P Time to earn my own living, pay my own bills, settle my own expenses. Time to be a Man! Now gimme a Corona pls lol...no Tiger for me.
It's been more than 2 years since I last had a girlfriend, that's fuckin' pathetic. I think I've lost all knowledge of how to be a good boyfriend already. Come to think of it, I don't think I've ever experienced true love before, except maybe now. But I can't bring myself to tell her how I feel, it will just spoil what we have now & I don't wanna do that. What good will it do her being with me anyway? I have nothing to offer her, absolutely nothing. Sigh...
Rain rain rain, whole day rain. It's gonna be a wet New Year. Have fun guys, no matter how ya'll are ushering in the new year. Remember, don't drink & drive. The cops are gonna be out in full force tonight. Don't say I didn't warn ya'll. Happy New Year guys, till next year, buhbye...

P.S. I'm gonna get drunk tonight, woohoo! Cause I cannot get!

2004-12-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

Ok guys, I finally setup an online photo gallery. It's here. Still new so not many photos, relac ah...

2004-12-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

Ryan Cabrera - True

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't know till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think that I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind I'm attached to you

I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know
What you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2004-12-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Yo ho ho and a bucket of shit. =)

2004-12-21T07:05:00.000+08:00

I'm back.

2004-12-12T01:03:00.000+08:00

I'm leaving for Brisbane tomorrow morning, I'm gonna miss you guys & my car when I'm gone =(
Don't have too much fun without me! Cya'll next week.

2004-12-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

ORD lohhhh!!! Finally, FREEDOM!

2004-12-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

My new ride =)

2004-12-05T02:48:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd birthday Gho! May all your wishes come true...
Tomorrow's my turn...
P.S. Thanks for the present Pam, I like it alot, although I don't think I'll have the urge to use it haha... But then again, hmmm....

2004-12-02T18:20:00.000+08:00

Loving the 307! *grins*

2004-11-28T04:54:00.000+08:00

Sheesha superb ah, intense smokingz...haha.
Thanks for a great day guys, next week again ah!

2004-11-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

Woah, check this out. Cool shit man!

2004-11-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

1st week of December faster come!!!

2004-11-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

Helping my mei advertise...

RoxyJam04

Venue: Sunset Bay Beach Bar, Siloso Beach, Sentosa
Date: 27th November 2004
Time: 7pm till late

Hosted by: MediaCorp Radio DJs Glenn Ong & Jean Danker

Ticket: Customised Quicksilver/Roxy EZ-Link Card at $18 each
includes:
- $3 deposit (no face value) which can be topped up and used to purchase food and beverages at the party
- 1 alcoholic drink/2 soft drinks
- 10% off to all F&B purchases @ RoxyJam (which means you don't have to bring any cash!)
- 10% discount only at Quicksilver Boardriders Club (Paragon/Pacific Plaza) and Roxy (Pacific Plaza) until 31st December 2005.

Transfer to Surf's Up! VIP

Present your entrance ticket/EZ-Link and top up an additional $25 @ Roxy (Pacific Plaza) which allows you to sign up for Surf's Up! VIP card which offers 10% discount at participating stores like Roxy, Quiksilver, Ripcurl, Stussy, Flash N Splash and Surfbabe.
Transfer period to the Surf's Up! card will only be from 28th November 2004 to 28th February 2005.

Well. Interested? Get back to me if you want tickets.

2004-11-11T22:22:00.000+08:00

Peugeot 307 or Honda Civic Vti...

2004-11-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

Anyone going to the Singapore Motorshow @ Suntec tomorrow?

2004-11-06T14:42:00.000+08:00

Check this out! Believe it or not.

2004-10-23T14:45:00.000+08:00

Are You Dumb? Find out here!

2004-10-18T22:49:00.000+08:00

I think it's better this way, don't you? =)

2004-10-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

I have decided.

2004-10-16T22:42:00.000+08:00

Generix Highway

Mt. Happiness	9
Tower of Commitment	21
Hobotown	42
Study Hall	139
County Jail	244
Please Drive Carefully

Where are you on the highway of life?

From Go-Quiz.com

Go Directly to Jail. Do Not Pass GO. Do Not Collect $200.

2004-10-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

How to make a Alwyn

Ingredients:

1 part jealousy

5 parts arrogance

3 parts instinct

Method:
Layer ingredients in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of curiosity

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Me? Arrogant? I thought I had more jealousy than arrogance in me =/

2004-10-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

UCAUTION

IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP GENERIX AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES.

From Go-Quiz.com

Hehehehehe *evil grin*
Oh btw, Generix is my nickname =)

2004-10-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

Am I cool or uncool? [CLICK]

You are Super-Cool!

Woah! Step back - the future's so bright for you it's blinding me! You are the coolest of the cool. Everyone looks up to you as the benchmark for being coooool. The fonze was your grandfather. Any cooler and you'd freeze! WOO it's chilly in here.

Cool quizzes at Go-Quiz.com

Haha yeah right! *rolls eyes*

2004-10-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

You will be loved.

2004-10-11T18:50:00.000+08:00

Girls, please take note.

Girls should not always criticize about what guys wear. We all know that we treasure our pride.

When guys have problems, don't make him sit there to listen to you. He probably wants to be alone.

When guys wear "comfortable clothing" like bermudas and slippers, REMEMBER that no matter what girls wear, guys would always say girls look good. <-- Especially in shorts!

Girls should be soft and gentle. Guys LIKE it. <-- *grins*

When girls have that "time of the month", don't agitate the guy. IT IS NO EXCUSE to get angry.
It's going to continue on for most of your life. CONTROL IT!

Girls want time with their girl friends. Guys want time with their buddies too.

Girls should always wash their hair. Guys love to smell a girls hair.
It's our way of showing affection. <-- Mmmm.

Guys are not bastards. When we have sex, we involve our emotions too. Understand that. Or it wouldn't be called "making love".

Don't expect a guy to always call girls, We WANT to be PAMPERED too! <-- How true.

When guys are angry, it doesn't mean that we don't love you. It's because we love you. <-- Definitely.

When you find a mistake in a guy, don't bombard him in front of his buddies. Talk to him privately. How do you like it when he does it to you?

When guys smoke, remember, it's part and parcel of life. Smoking doesn't change his attitude towards you.

Girls should never get drunk. It reflects a lot on you. <-- I totally agree!

Lastly, don't ever think that the guy doesn't love you. Guys do cry behind closed doors.

Remember, at the end of the day, we still love each other

2004-10-10T22:46:00.000+08:00

Tonight it's very clear
Cause we're both lying here
There's so many things i wanna say
I will always love you
I would never leave you alone
Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
It breaks my heart to see you cryin'
I don't wanna lose you
I could never make it alone

I am the man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you'll be dreamin' of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall
You helped me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero you'll be dreamin' of
We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the glory of love

Like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just the time I'd save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am the man who would fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you'll be dreamin' of
Gonna live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the Glory of Love

We'll live forever
Knowing together that we
Did it all for the Glory of Love

We did it all for love...
-
If only I had someone to sing it to...

2004-10-10T06:00:00.000+08:00

I'm contented.
Thanks... :)

2004-10-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

I found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You.

2004-10-03T22:10:00.000+08:00

Here is a list of things I did on Friday night/Saturday morning:
1. Went to grandma's house to celebrate her lunar birthday.
2. Met Marc & convoyed to Nel's house.
3. Drove to Liana's house to wait for Mik.
4. Drove to Geylang with the doods to check out the "merchandise".
5. Drove to Changi Village to have supper & check out the Baps.(short for Bapoks)
6. Met Xiaoying.
7. Sent Nel home.
8. Went home & slept.

Here is a list of things I did on Saturday:
1. Played pool with Shaun @ Megapool.
2. Went home.
3. Slept until 9:30pm.
4. Had dinner.
5. Played PS2.
6. Slept.

Here is a list of things I did today:
1. Went to church in the morning.
2. Fetched my brother to bedok camp for reservist RT.
3. Picked Sel up to go cut hair together.
4. Bought a PS2 game.
5. Saw my mei! :)
6. Sent her home! :D
7. Sent Sel to Ah Poh's house.
8. Picked my brother up from White Sands.
9. Went home for dinner - curry chicken & chup chye
10. Played PS2.
11. Blogged.

Here is a list of things I'm gonna do later:
1. Sleep.

2004-10-02T12:09:00.000+08:00

Don't be mad please stop the hating.
Just be glad that they'll be waiting.
Friends we had are ever-changing.
You know the lid's about to blow.
When the Thunderbirds are go.

2004-09-21T21:20:00.000+08:00

Haha how true, no wonder I look the way I look.

2004-09-20T13:45:00.000+08:00

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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2004-09-19T15:11:00.000+08:00

Bored.

2004-09-19T12:32:00.000+08:00

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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2004-09-18T05:19:00.000+08:00

Ok I'm back after a long period of inactivity. Basically I didn't feel like blogging, no mood.
But this time I just had to. I just came back from a fun (for me) late night outing.
Initially, met up with Sel to catch Man On Fire at Tampines Mall. Not a bad show, but the first ½ hr was a wee bit boring.
After that, we decided, or rather, I decided, we drive on down to Seletar Reservoir to see if we could catch any chio cars but sadly there were only afew. The trip there was shiok, playing afool on the expressway, speeding here and there, cutting and overtaking each other, haha that's what life is all about man. Sel decided to call Mik to see whether he wanted to come for supper with us, turns out he was with Nel at Geylang to look look see see lol. Nel suggested we goto Changi Village and we agreed. On the way there, shiok again, speeding, overtaking, what more can I say.
Next stop, Changi Village. The bapoks there seem to have grown prettier than when I last saw them, which was quite a long time ago. There are more young and nubile "women" there now. Some of them can really put girls to shame, no offence to the real ladies though.
It's a good thing my camp is now on a 5-day work week, thus giving me the opportunity to enjoy the night life that I once knew and embraced. Hopefully next week we can do it again, and again and again!

2004-08-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna ORD soon, ok maybe not so soon, 3 more months, but ask any NSF and they'll tell you that 3 months is soon! Hurhur...
The thing is, I still dunno what to do after I ORD, back to studies? Work? Slack? Sign on? So many questions, no answers. As much as I'll be happy to have served my NS liability, I'll feel empty somehow, no more 2nd home for me, no more scheduled lifestyle. Things are so easy for me now, wake up in the morning, go to camp, work (or slack), come home, eat, sleep. And things are the same for the next day. Some of you may not like this kind of monotonous lifestyle but I like the idea of not having to plan what to do for the next day. I'm very much a follower, not a leader. Maybe I'm weak in this area of my life, but what am I to do? I was born this way, I'm an under-achiever. I suck.
Ok this is one of those negative entries, ignore me. Bye.

2004-08-22T19:33:00.000+08:00

Watched Alien VS Predator last night with Sel. What a waste of $8.50 man. I mean, the action scenes are alright but the storyline is just...boring. I'm sorry Sel, I should've listened to you, my bad! Hurhur...

2004-08-16T17:55:00.001+08:00

Today marks the beginning of the lunar 7th month, I'm sure all of you know what that means right? Yeah, the Hungry Ghost Festival. So all you night owls better don't stay out too late & watch where you're walking, don't go stepping on joss-sticks and stuff...better to be safe than sorry.
On a lighter note, I'm thinking of signing on with the Airforce as a technician, so I need some feedback before I totally commit myself to it. So if anyone of you has friends or relatives in this line, please help me get some feedback from them & share it with me ok? Thanks alot... :)

2004-08-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

It's a cat's life
They may be aloof by nature but it is easy to fall in love with them

Keeping a cat as a pet is nothing like having a dog - a dog will run to you for more tender loving care while a cat will prefer you to leave it alone to tend to its own business.
And while a dog enjoys playing fetch with you, don't expect a cat to do so.
Cats are highly individualistic and self-indulgent. There is something extremely intriguing and attractive about them: Everything is done on their own terms, there is always an aloofness about them, and more often than not, you will find them huddled up in a corner napping away.
So what gives? Here is a list of cat traits that can make cats so lovable and widely worshipped.

Nap attack!
It is not a coincidence that whenever you look at pictures of cats, you will inevitably find a few shots of them napping.
Cats, can and many do, nap up to 15 hours in a day and throughout that period they will alternate between light and deep sleep.
Most cats also prefer a warm spot to curl up in, so it is no surprise that you will find your kitty basking in the sun, making herself as snug as she can be.
During deep sleep, or the dreaming state, you will find your cat twitching and clawing at the imaginary mouse in her dream!

Recharged and awake
The other nine hours that your kitty is awake, you will find that it is recharged and extremely busy.
Anything that is out of line within the house will immediately command the attention of your cat.
Cats are creatures of habit and will be able to spot anything new within the house. So before you can say "Stop!' she will be pawing and playing with it.
Once she is up and about, your kitty will be looking out for her next meal.
Cats can be pretty fussy about their food, so be prepared to set out a feast for kitty, to fill her up with protein and fat that she needs in her meal.
Cats are guided by their sense of smell and taste, so choose food that is not only nutritious, but tastes great and smell absolutely heavenly for your kitty.
Cats sure have the formula right. I'm sure many of us wouldn't mind sleeping 15 hours a day and spending the rest of the day doing what we want and when we please.

Taken from an article by L Cay, published in today's Today newspaper.

2004-08-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

My blog's got a new look again, this time, it's all thanks to Miss Pamela. :)
She really surprised me when she told me she had something for me, she then went on to send me the template, complete with all the links and stuff updated already...and it isn't even my birthday yet! What a pleasant surprise! She even said "you don't have to use it if you don't want to." Are you kidding me babe? Of course I'll use it! You went through all the trouble to do it for me, using it is the least I can do! (Well, I wouldn't use it if it wasn't nice. *winks* Hurhur just kidding.) You're the first person who's ever given me a blogger template, I'll treasure it forever, rest assured. :D
But now there's a problem, I have to think of something to give you in return, lol.
I know some of you might think "what's the big deal? It's only a blogger template." True, it's only a blogger template (a nice one at that), but how many of you can say that you've been given a blogger template by your buddy before? Plus I think it's the first present I've received this year, so that makes it extra special. :)
Once again, thanks babe! I really appreciate it, you've just made my day. :)

2004-08-09T11:23:00.000+08:00

Happy National Day, Singaporeans...
And a Happy 39th Birthday to you Singapore... here's wishing you many more years ahead, cheers!
Happy Birthday to Xing Yi too... May you stay pretty always =)

2004-08-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna be sick, I can feel it.
My throat's slightly pain, I feel feverish.
These are all signs that I'm gonna be sick.
I cannot be sick, I don't wanna be sick.
I wanna drive!

2004-08-07T14:47:00.000+08:00

I think they're starting to trust me. They let me drive to camp today. *grins*

2004-08-05T18:14:00.000+08:00

Watched "A Walk To Remember" last night on HBO. For those of you who didn't manage to catch it before or have forgotten about it, it starred Mandy Moore & Shane West. The story is about this bad boy in school (Shane West) who gets into trouble and is made to participate in the school play. He plays the male lead in the play and who else is the female lead but, you guessed it, Mandy Moore. She's this holy, innocent, geeky kinda girl, but sweet nonetheless. And so the story unfolds when he asks her to help him with his lines. Slowly, the love between these two teenagers blossoms. From the bad boy that he was, Shane changes into this good guy, all because of Mandy. But unfortunately, Mandy is struck with leukemia. Shane does all that he can to help fulfill all of Mandy's last wishes. In the end, they get married in the same church where Mandy's dad and mom got married. But sadly, Mandy passed away after spending their summer together. This movie is really touching, it shows what true love can do & conquer. I encourage all of you to get the vcd or dvd and watch it. Sure it ain't popular like all those high-budget blockbusters, but it's worth watching over and over again.
I wonder, do such things happen in real life or just in the movies... *shrugs*

2004-07-31T23:28:00.000+08:00

The RX-8 is an entirely new sports car that embodies Mazda's "Zoom-Zoom" brand message to the maximum by pursuing "distinctive design", "exceptional functionality" and "responsive handling and performance".

Mazda is currently the only automaker in the world developing and producing rotary engines. The RENESIS is a new-generation rotary engine employing twin rotors, each with a displacement of 654cc. The engine was designed especially to power the all-new four-door, four-seater Mazda RX-8 sports car and the sequential dynamic intake and drive-by-wire system of a high-powered version deliver 247hp. Fuel efficiency and emissions are also substantially improved over the previous rotary engine.

The advanced front midship layout, with the RX-8's engine mounted 60mm further aft and the dashboard located 80mm further forward than with the RX-7, combine with all-new front/rear suspension to achieve exceptional cornering and stability.

The rear doors of the RX-8 are virtually invisible when closed. They are hinged at the back and open and close only when the front doors are open. The deep trunk provides plenty of space for both everyday needs and the family trip with a full complement of passengers on board. There are a number of innovative design touches that point to the car's power source: the rotor shape is displayed on the bonnet's power bulge, on the rear for light, on the gear stick and on the front seat headrests.

2004-07-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

The design of a car should do one thing in particular - fire your enthusiasm at first glance. The new Volkswagen Golf not only makes a good impression at first glance - when you take a closer look you will see that all parts combine to create a car that is unusually attractive and just as functional.

2004-07-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

You can't stop thinking about its innovative engineering. Its rally-bred handling and stylish good looks. Neither can you forget the glowing international reviews about its automatic wipers, headlights and hazard warning lights. The comfort of the heat-reflective windscreen, rally-bred suspension and Porsche Tiptronic auto gearbox, which adapts to your personal driving style, are constantly on your mind. With such surprising spaciousness and ingenious technology, it's no wonder you can't stop thinking about it. Visit our showroom and experience the unforgettable Peugeot 307 today.

2004-07-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

Bored. Boring. Bored. Boring.

2004-07-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

When can I drive the car alone, when?!

2004-07-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

The anticipation is over. The wait is over. The anxiety is over.
No more lessons, no more spending of money, no more manual cars...
Finally, I am Free!
Thanks to everyone who wished me luck, thanks to Pamela for your sms very very early this morning. Thanks to Nelson for calling me this morning, it was comforting hearing the voice of a pro driver haha...
But most importantly, thanks to God above, for without his guidance and help, I don't think I would've done it.
Here's to endless driving days ahead!

P.S. I would also like to thank Mr Yeo, my instructor, for his teaching, guidance and dedication. I would not have passed if he hadn't imparted his knowledge to me. He is the instructor every student should learn from. So if anyone of you is looking for a private driving instructor, do let me know & I'll pass you his number, you won't regret it. Thank you Sir...

2004-07-10T06:48:00.000+08:00

The day of reckoning is here, it's now or never...
Pray for me guys...

2004-07-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

This is it guys, the Final Countdown.
About 9 and a half hours more...wish me luck!

2004-07-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

01. Your Name?
--- Alwyn.

02. Does your name has a meaning?
--- Yes. It means "loved by all".. Ha, what a joke.

03. Where are you now?
--- Home.

04. Fave color?
--- Black.

05. Fave food?
--- Anything worth eating.

06. Fave drink?
--- Water.

07. Fave snack?
--- All snacks.

08. Fave singer?
--- Linkin Park.

09. Fave song?
--- All Linkin Park songs.

10. Fave sport?
--- Is pool considered a sport?

11. Fave subject?
--- English.

12. Coke or Pepsi?
--- Coke.

13. Red meat or white meat?
--- Red.

14. Pizza or Donuts?
--- Pizza.

15. Laptop or Desktop?
--- Desktop.

16. Movies or Computers?
--- Computers.

17. Shakespeare or Harry Potter?
--- Harry Potter.

18. Cold Weather or Hot Weather?
--- Cold.

19. Contacts or Glasses?
--- Contacts.

20. Are u a huggy person?
--- Depends on whose the huggee lol...

21. Are you a negative or positive thinker?
--- Negative.

22. Do u like cartoons?
--- I love Spongebob Squarepants. You all should too.

23. R u planning on learning something soon?
--- Like what? I already know how to drive, that's all I need.

24. If you look out of the closest window 2 u,
wad would u want to see?
--- My car.

25. R u wearing short pants or long pants right
now?
--- Berms.

26. ever been on stage?
--- Yeap.

27. Most embarassing fact?
--- Can't remember.

28. What's ur dream car?
--- Mazda RX-8. For now...

29. Childhood hero?
--- Spongebob Squarepants.

30. Ever watched a concert?
--- Yes.

31. Phone or Online?
--- Online.

32. Believe in Santa?
--- No. Unless he brings me the Mazda RX-8.

33. Would u rather be Rich or Smart?
--- Rich.

34. Allergic to anything?
--- No.

35. Fave day of the week?
--- Friday.

36. Do u have any enemies?
--- Yes.

37. Do u have boyfriend/girlfriend?
--- No.

38. In crush with someone?
--- No.

39. Do u believe in love at 1st sight?
--- Yes.

40. Any friends outside your origin country?
--- Yeah.

41.ur greatest fear?
--- Not being able to drive.

42. Believe in Adam & Eve?
--- Yes.

43. The last thing u cried over?
--- Watched Passion of the Christ.

44. How old do u wanna be when u get married?
--- Like there's someone who would wanna marry me, sheesh.

2004-07-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

Judgement Day is approaching...
5 more days...

2004-07-02T23:09:00.000+08:00

Driving was good today! No more stalling of the engine, no more panicking when moving off from a slope...I'm finally able to control the clutch properly, guess it all boils down to self-confidence (And also all that driving in camp has helped me quite a bit *grins*). Not to mention my instructor was sleeping for awhile while I was driving, this means I was driving rather well no? *grins*
And I think I have finally mastered the art of parallel parking, which is one of my biggest fears for the test.
8 more days to go...

2004-06-28T18:30:00.000+08:00

Gonna have my first driving lesson (for this year) later since I stopped way back in December last year. It's gonna be my first circuit lesson, I hope I still have what it takes to control the freakin' sensitive clutch...
I don't have much time left, counting down, 12 more days to my TP. I hope I pass on my first attempt, don't wanna let my friends down, don't wanna let the people at Club Peugeot down but most importantly, don't wanna let myself down.

2004-06-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

Went to the Dreamcars Asia motorshow @ Singapore Expo yesterday with Sel...here's some pix of my favourite car, the Mazda RX-8.

2004-06-24T13:43:00.000+08:00

A	Astounding
L	Legendary
W	Warm
Y	Yum
N	Natural

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

Hmm...Astounding? (I try to be) Legendary? (I hope I am) Warm? (Am I?) Yum? (...) Natural? (I try my best)
Am I really all that? I don't think so, what do ya'll think?

2004-06-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

These are the places that I can't feel. Torn from my body, my flesh it peels. During this ride we can cut up what we like. Waiting alone I cannot resist. Feeling this hate I have never missed. Please someone give me a reason to peel off my face. Blood, it is pouring.

Just came back from Linkin Park's concert @ Padang. It's a pity I didn't have tix so I had to settle for a spot just along the fence of the church. But that was good enough, what more can you ask for when it's free right?
Really enjoyed myself there, the music was fantastic, the performance was great, the atmosphere was hype, not to mention the amount of eye candy :P
There was this girl infront of me and my friend, she was like sec 1 or 2 at the most? But the thing that striked me most about her (besides her being cute) was that she was really a hardcore Linkin Park fan. She knew all the lyrics to all their songs, even the song that LP wrote before their first album Hybrid Theory. And she was like so excited and happy when her favourite song was being played, doing all the hand actions and all, haha boy was she cute. Wouldn't mind having a little sister like her to brighten up my life (Mei: don't worry la, you brighten up my life too...lol).
All in all, a great day, thank you Linkin Park, I really enjoyed myself, as did the other 15000+ fans I'm sure. Hopefully the next time you guys come to Singapore, I'll be inside the crowd and seeing you all up close...Till then, rock on & I can't wait for your next album.

2004-06-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

I've become so numb.

2004-06-14T19:11:00.000+08:00

1. Your name spelled backwards?
» nywla

2. Where were your parents born?
» Dad in Malaysia, Mum in Singapore

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto
your computer?
» Porn

4. Last time you swam in a pool?
» A few months back

5. Have you ever been in a school play?
» Sort of

6. How many kids do you want?
» Don't think I'm getting married

7. Type of music you dislike most?
» Techno

8. Are you registered to vote?
» I'm 21

9. Do you have cable?
» Yes

10. Have you ever ridden on a mop?
» Have you?

11. Ever prank call anybody?
» One or two times

12. Ever get a parking ticket?
» Don't wish to

13. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
» Both

14. Farthest place you ever traveled?
» Is Thailand or Australia further? *geography failure*

15. Do you have a garden?
» No

16. Do you really know all the words to your
national anthem?
» Yes

17. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
» Shower, morning & night

18. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
» Didn't watch any movies last month

19. Favorite pizza topping?
» Hawaiian

20. Chips or popcorn?
» Chips

21. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
» I'm a guy

22. Have you ever smoked peanut shells?
» Have you?

23. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
» I'm UGLY

24. Orange Juice or apple?
» Orange juice

25. When and who was the last person u went out
on a date?
» Haven't been dating since my last breakup. Don't wish to date anymore

26. Favorite type chocolate bar?
» Hershey's Cookies & Cream

27. When was the last time you voted at the
polls?
» Dunno

28. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
» Dunno

29. Have you ever won a trophy?
» Yes

30. Are you a good cook?
» No, I don't cook

31. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
» No.

32. Sprite or 7-up?
» Sprite

33. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to
work?
» Does NS count?

34. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
» Gel, I think

35. Ever thrown up in public?
» No

36. Would you prefer being a millionaire or
find true love?
» Being a millionaire. Money makes the world go round. I've given up on true love

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
» Yes

38. Can exs be friends?
» Sure, but the feeling won't be the same anymore. There will be a sense of awkwardness

39. Who was the last person you visited in a
hospital?
» My grandfather

40. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a
baby?
» I think so

41. What is in your room?
» PC, TV, Hi-fi, PS2, Aircon, Bed. That's all I need

42. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
» On the aircon

-----FINISH-----

2004-06-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

Uefa Euro 2004 kicks off today, or rather, Sunday morning, Singapore time.
For all those who read today's Weekend Today, did you all come across a snippet whereby they talked about this guy called Sanjay winning the Carlsberg Uefa Euro 2004 Man of the Match Challenge and he gets to travel to Portugal to present the Man of the Match award at the Spain VS Greece match? Yeah, I know him...lucky guy. It says he edged out almost 10,000 participants in the SMS qualifiers and 9 other finalist en route to victory. To be able to do all that takes some hardwork and determination doesn't it? I guess that's life for you, work hard for something you really want and you'll reap the rewards of what you sow. But somehow I don't seem to understand that principle, I don't like to word hard, or rather I don't want to work hard for something I want. I always want to take the shortcut for everything. It's no wonder I don't get the things I really want. Like a car for example, I'm hoping my dad would buy one for me when I should be working hard and earning money to buy one for myself. But I can't help it when I see my friend's dad buying a car for him and I'm like "Why can't that happen to me?" Why can't I be that lucky? I know everyone is born into a different family background, and seriously speaking, I'm really considered lucky compared to some of my friends who have difficulty making ends meet. Like my Staff Sergeant said, don't compare ourselves with people who are more fortunate and wealthier than us, that will only bring down our morale. Instead, compare ourselves with people who are worst off than us and then we'll see how lucky we actually are...true you think?
I think I will only learn my lesson when something really bad happens that will give me a wake up call in life. As much as I don't want something bad to happen, I think that is the only way I'll learn to appreciate my life. My protected and pampered life. For all of 21 years.

2004-06-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

You are a Megalomaniac!

What is your mental profile?
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I'm sooo not a megalomaniac. Or am I? *raises eyebrow*

2004-06-05T17:16:00.000+08:00

People call me: Alwyn
Age: 21
Sex: Not yet =P
Schooling at: Not schooling anymore, ever.
Singer: Hoobastank
Brand: ATI Radeon
Song: Hoobastank - The Reason
Pets: Sis' hamsters
Number: 8
Colour: Black
Favourties alphabets: A to Z
Drinks: Sky juice, herbal tea
Hang outs: Anywhere
Instruments: My mouth
Chatting program: MSN
Cartoon: Spongebob Squarepants
Are you working: Is NS counted?
Have a pc of your own: yes
Smoke: Used to
Drug: Hmmm...
Tattoo: Soon
Are you out-going: Not really
Cry infront of friends: Not that I remember

**Have You Ever**
*. KISSED YOUR COUSIN: No
*. RAN AWAY: No
*. BROKEN SOMEONE'S HEART? I guess so
*. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN? Yes
*. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED?: I'm human, not a robot
*. BROKEN A BONE?: No
*. DRANK ALCOHOL?: Yes
*. CRIED IN SCHOOL?: *thinks*

::This or That::
*. COKE OR PEPSI?: Coke
*. SPRITE OR 7UP?: Sprite
*. FLOWERS OR CANDY?: Candy
*. QUIET OR LOUD?: Quiet
*. TALL OR SHORT?: Tall
*. JEANS OR SHORTS?: Jeans. Shorts for girls wld be very fine with me *grins*

..::The Last Time You::..

*. SHOWERED? 6:30am today

[...::What Is::...?]
*. YOUR GOOD LUCK CHARM?: None
*. LUCKY NUMBERS?: 8

::?::What is your favorite..?
*. Movies: The Fast & The Furious. 2 Fast 2 Furious
*. BOOK?: Hot Stuff magazine. It's abt cars.
*. ICE CREAM?: Haagen Daz
*. SEASON?: Winter
*. WHO HAS A CRUSH ON YOU?: Who will be so blind?

*::Do You Ever::?*
*. SIT BY THE PHONE WAITING FOR A PHONE CALL ALL
NIGHT?: No
*. SAVE E-MAILS?: Rarely
*. WISH YOU WERE SOMEONE ELSE?: All the time.
*. CRIED BECAUSE OF SOMEONE'S MEAN WORD?: No

\*\::...Have You...::\*\
*. FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?: I'm not a gay, altho we sometimes do gay stuff. LOL.
*. BEEN IN LOVE?: What is love?
*. BEEN KISSED?: Yes

...::Who was the last person::...
*. YOU TALKED TO?: My dad talked to me but I didn't reply
*. WHO BROKE YOUR HEART?: The one who broke it back in March 2002

*..::Do you::..*
*. COLOR YOUR HAIR?: Used to
*. HAVE TATTOOS?: Soon
*. HAVE PIERCINGS?: All closed

2004-06-05T17:01:00.000+08:00

1. WHAT IS YOUR NAME?:
Alwyn Sim Jia Hui

2. WHAT COLOR TOP ARE YOU WEARING NOW??:
I'm half-naked, top half naked of course.

3. WHAT SONGS ARE U LISTENING RIGHT NOW?:
Hoobastank - The Reason =)

4. WHAT IS YOUR hPHONE NUMBER?:
Can i give u my future job's number? 999...

5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?:
Pizza

6. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU
BE?:
Black

7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?:
Quite cooling I would say

8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
Tan Kai Kim

9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE
SEX?:
Face

10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?:
Nobody sent me this, I copied it from Xingyi's bulletin, and yes, I do like her, not in THAT kinda way

11. fav dance :
I don't dance. But I like hiphop

12. FAVORITE DRINK?:
Sky Juice

13. WHO DO U LIKE?:
Everyone who likes me

14. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND?:
Nelson & Selwyn

15. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?:
Currently it's pool. But I'm beginning to have a liking for bowling haha

16. EYE COLOR?:
Dark brown

17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?:
Nope.

18. FAVORITE MONTH?:
December, my berfday, Christmas, holidays

19. FAVORITE FOOD?:
I like a lot of food.

20. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?:
Rather pathetic...Hellboy

21. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?:
My birthday

22. ARE YOU SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?:
Yeah, if it's someone I fancy, I wouldn't dare.

31. FAVORITE BOARD GAME(S):
Game of Life

32. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?:
Sleep

33. FAVORITE SMELL(S):
Women's perfume on a woman

34. CAN YOU TOUCH YOUR NOSE WITH YOUR TONGUE?:
No. Can you?

35. BUTTERED, PLAIN OR SALTY POPCORN?:
Buttered or Salty.

36. FAVORITE CAR?:
Mazda RX-8

37. FAVORITE FLOWER?:
Orchid! So clever! No really...I don't fancy flowers

38. HOW MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?:
5

39.CAN YOU JUGGLE?:
I can try

40. FAVORITE DAY(S):
Friday & Saturday

41. RED OR WHITE WINE?:
I don't drink wine

42. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY? :
Had a chalet together with Eugene and all our frens

43. DO YOU CARRY A DONOR CARD?:
Nope.

44. LIFETIME GOAl??:
To own a sportscar

45. FIRST THING U THINK OF WHEN U WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING? :
Fuck.

46. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTH DATE? :
6th December 1982

2004-06-05T16:16:00.000+08:00

Transformers 2004. Ah, brings back good memories doesn't it? For those of us who remember this awesome cartoon, I have one thing to say...we're old. *laughs*

2004-06-04T18:45:00.000+08:00

"Dreamcars Asia Motorshow aims to be the ultimate showcase for high performance tuning cars, aftermarket parts & accessories that have a large following and market in major asian countries. The show will bring together exhibitors from Japan, Australia, Singapore and Malaysia to showcase their latest high profile cars and products. Set to take place in Singapore Expo Hall 3 from 24th-27th June, the show is expected to draw in a much bigger crowd than other automotive shows and exhibitions!"

Let's make it a date shall we? *grins happily like a little boy*

2004-06-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

I've got a new graphics card.
I've got aircon in my room now.
I've got an off day on Thursday.
I'm satisfied...for now.
Next up: a new motherboard.

2004-05-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

For those of you who have read my bulletin about the Changi Naval Base Open House on Friendster, I take back what I wrote. Don't come. Unless you wanna join in the queue which stretches from the foyer all the way until the busstop, and it ain't nearby. Unless you wanna squeeze with thousands of people waiting for the ferry bus back to Singapore Expo. Unless you wanna get shoved from behind when you're trying to board the bus. Unless you wanna see people rushing for the bus like it's the last bus outta the base, it ain't a pretty sight. Yes, that's some Singaporeans for you.
Seriously, some Singaporeans will go anywhere so long as you provide them free ferry bus service and free entrance fee. Even if it's at the end of the world. That's sad.
The number of people who came was overwhelming, too overwhelming. I think we had enough people today to film a battle scene from the Lord of The Rings. Humans AND Orcs. And maybe Hobbits too. Does that give you the slightest idea of how many people came?
And the worst part, it isn't over. There's still tomorrow. There's gonna be chaos all over again. And there's nothing we can do about it.
So for all of you who are thinking of coming, don't. Spend your time elsewhere. Like at home, sleeping. Seriously...

2004-05-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

[ Yes or No? ]

-You keep a diary: No.
-You like to cook: No. But I love to eat.
-You have a secret you have not shared with
anyone: Hmmm, I don't think so. I try not to keep anything from my brudders.
-You believe in love: Is there a reason to?
----------------------------------------------
[ Who? ]

-The Weirdest person you know: Ooi Kiao Beng.
-The Loudest Person you know: Hmm... Jin?
-The Sexiest Person you Know: Pamela. =P

[ Do You? ]

-Think you're healthy: No.
-Get along with your parents: Yes.
----------------------------------------------
[FAVORITES]

-NUMBER (S): 8
-COLOUR: Any color that I take a liking to.
-MONTH: December.
-FOOD: Anything that's edible.
-Drinks: Currently, sky juice and herbal tea.
-SEASON: Winter.
-SPORT: Pool.
----------------------------------------------
[ IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... ]

-CRIED? No.
-HELPED SOMEONE? Yes.
-GOTTEN SICK? No. But I think I'm coming down with something soon. I can feel it.
-GONE TO THE MOVIES? No.
-GONE OUT FOR DINNER? No.
-WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? No.
-WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? No.
-HAD A SERIOUS TALK? No.
-HUGGED SOMEONE? No.
-FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? No.
-FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? No.
-PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE? Yes.
-FEEL LONELY? All the time.
---------------------------------------------

2004-05-24T19:18:00.000+08:00

There was a man
a lonely man
who lost his love
through his indifference

A heart that cared
that went unshared
until it died
in his silence

And solitaire’s the only game in town
every road that takes him takes him down
and by himself it’s easy to pretend
he’ll never love again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
without her love it always ends the same
while life goes on around him everywhere
he’s playing solitaire

Another day
a lonely day
so much to say
that goes unspoken

And through the night
his sleepless nights
his eyes are closed
his heart is broken

And solitaire’s the only game in town
every road that takes him takes him down
and by himself it’s easy to pretend
she’s coming back again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
without her love it always ends the same
while life goes on around him everywhere
he’s playing solitaire

A little home
goes up in smoke
just how it goes
goes without saying

Solitaire

And by himself it’s easy to pretend
he’ll never love again
oooohh – keeping to himself he plays the game
without her love it always ends the same
while life goes on around him everywhere
he’s playing solitaire

2004-05-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

Since the beginning of time, mankind has searched for answers to the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there life after death? Are we alone?
But today, at this very blog, you'll be asked to answer the ultimate question. Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
Da-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah.....

2004-05-17T00:00:00.000+08:00

You don't miss your water till the well runs dry, you really don't.
You don't know what you're letting go of buddy, you really don't.
You don't know what you're losing buddy, you really don't.
You have just made a big, big mistake buddy, yes you have.
Hope you realised what you did was stupid and you'll make it up to her, the way she deserves the most.

2004-05-16T17:32:00.000+08:00

If one day you discover him
Broken down he's lost everything
No cars, no fancy clothes to make him who he's not
The woman at his side is all that he has got

Why do you ask him move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man

If by chance all he has to give you
Was three words wrapped around your finger
Would that be deep enough at the end of everyday
And how will you ever know if a man is what he says

Why do you ask him move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth
Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man

He'd never give up
Lets go of his dreams
His world goes around
For his one true belief
Is that how you know
Is that what it means

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
Will he be your anchor when a dark unfolds
Will he always love you the best that he knows
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man

Would he walk on water
Would he run through fire
Would he stand before you
When it's down to the wire
Would he give his life up
To be all he can
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure...
Is that, is that, is that
How you measure a man

Ladies, is that how YOU measure your man? Think about it...

2004-05-13T19:13:00.000+08:00

Got this quiz off Xiaopei's blog.

You are a MASTER of the English language!

While your English is not exactly perfect,
you are still more grammatically correct than
just about every American. Still, there is
always room for improvement...

How grammatically sound are you?
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Hmmm, Master only =(
Must be all the chinese I'm forced to speak at camp...damn! Maybe I'm not as articulate as I thought I was =

2004-05-08T17:13:00.000+08:00

Aww, so sweet. Take a look if you're into all the lovey dovey stuff, even if you're not, do take a look too. Who knows? You might be enlightened. =)

2004-05-07T00:11:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happening in my life right now, no inspiration to blog. Been rather busy at work (NS) these past weeks, maybe it's because my camp (Changi Naval Base) is gonna have an open house soon (29th-30th May). Hopefully when all this is over, it's back to a normal relaxing camp life, maybe all the way until I ORD? Which is on December the 12th. Yeah right, dream on Alwyn. A relaxing life in camp? Haha what a joke.

P.S. Did I just contradict myself by saying I had no inspiration to blog and yet I'm blogging right now? It's all your fault, your contradicting self has left an impact on me and now I'm influenced by your contradicting ways. Lol, nah I'm just kidding babe.

2004-05-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

Don't you just wish you were there? To be next to those beauties, to busk in their aura, to be in their limelight. Just standing next to one gives me the goosebumps and sends chills down my spine.

2004-05-01T18:26:00.000+08:00

I sold my Nokia 6600 today for $580. With added money in my bank account, I had the urge to go shopping, but not after I played some pool with Andre. Sigh, it was the first time playing with him and I lost. But I have to admit, he's a good player. Hope to play with him more often so I can raise my game.
After pool, I headed over to Tampines' Challenger to do some shopping. Bought a nice keyboard with the same color scheme as my LCD monitor, silver and black. Sweet.
Wanted to buy the game Hitman:Contracts but they didn't have it there. So...shucks.
Popped over to White Sand's Cd-Rama and bought a new pair Sony earphones. Headed home.
I seem to have a serious problem when it comes to saving money. I just have the urge to spend, spend & spend when I have extra money in my bank account. What is wrong with me? Somebody help me.

Update: Haven't talked to you in awhile. It feels weird cause we used to talk every other day, but now...*sigh* I think it's because you're busy with your new job.
I wonder how you're doing, hope you're ok. Saw your pics, you look happy. That's good =) Hope we get to talk soon... I kinda miss talking to you.

2004-04-27T22:59:00.000+08:00

A new shaven head. A new beginning. A new journey. A new Me.

2004-04-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

I've been enlightened. I can now see the light. I'm free.
Thanks...you know who you are. =)

2004-04-26T18:36:00.000+08:00

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Oh why, oh why

I can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I can't breathe easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Curse me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Curse me inside
I won't forget, no I won't baby
I don't know why
I left the one I was looking to find
Oh why, oh why

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life
That's all I'm breathing for
Oh tell me why
Oh won't you tell me why

I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

I can't breathe easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
Coz I can't breathe easy

I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying here next to me
There's no air

2004-04-26T18:26:00.000+08:00

Been feeling kinda down as of late. I dunno, maybe it's that time of the month again.
BGR or Friendship? Which one will you choose? Will you choose your friend over your girlfriend or will you choose your girlfriend over your friend? Why?

2004-04-24T22:00:00.000+08:00

Why isn't my new skin nice? WHY?!

2004-04-23T23:21:00.000+08:00

While she lays sleeping
I stay out late at night and play my songs
And sometimes all the nights can be so long
And it’s good when I finally make it home
All alone

While she lays dreamin’
I touch her face across the silver light
I see her dreams that drift up to the sky
And she wakes up to my kiss, and I say it’s alright
And I hold her tight

And she believes in me
I’ll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday, if she was my girl
I could change the world
With my songs, I was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on tryin’ faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I’ll hope and pray
I will find a way, find a way

While she lays waiting
I ask myself why do I hurt her so
What calls me on along this lonely road
Why don’t I turn around and head back home
Where I belong

While she lays cryin’
‘Cause she knows how my heart is ripped in two
I’m torn between the things that I should do
She deserves it all, and I’d give it if I could
God her love is true

‘Cause she believes in me
I’ll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday, if she was my girl
I could change the world
With my songs, but I was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on tryin’ faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And I’ll hope and pray
I will find a way, find a way

While she waits
While she waits
For me

For you my brudder...for you. See you next week...

2004-04-23T20:49:00.000+08:00

As of today, the Fellowship is finally complete.

2004-04-23T08:31:00.000+08:00

I got raped by mosquitoes last night. They were brutal, vicious, rough...
They left their mark all over my body & no matter how much I washed myself, I can't get them off.
I feel so disgusted, so dirty...

2004-04-22T20:51:00.000+08:00

I'm also going NS. Can you please call me?

2004-04-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker & weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now

Sleek sleek.

2004-04-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

Brief summary of your name: Alwyn

Alwyn as a first name gives you a very independent nature, yet you are friendly, approachable, and generous. You can be a spontaneous, expressive, and talkative person. Generally you are good-natured, though at times you can be rather blunt and sarcastic. This name incorporates creative, artistic, and musical abilities, and there would be an element of originality in all that you do. You like to do things on the spur of the moment without planning or prior arrangements. Your spirits are buoyed up greatly by encouragement and appreciation.

Hmmm....what do y'all think? True to a certain extent? I for one think it's very true, especially the part about doing things on the spur of the moment...lol.

2004-04-18T16:15:00.000+08:00

I just want you to know
I found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you.

Which Sin Are You?
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
You are...	Gluttony

This cool quiz by chibigarm - Taken 152002 Times.